Shuffle

There are just some things that you cannot penetrate, and it hurts your very temples when you beat your brain for understanding. Or when you can see right through the future, or how the present slyly works its way. Or how circumstances can really whip your ass, or how it can suck the life out of you. Your cracked shell needs mending, and it will forever ooze that others get annoyed by it. Sticking to what has been said, what has been done, you are caught in the state of shuffle again. Maybe rebellion WILL lead to more awareness regarding yourself. A limp person may not race with an able-bodied person. But it will be okay soon. You cannot keep on trying to shape-shift for others when you can't shape up for yourself. Attention for the self will keep you sane eventually.