Wednesday, February 6, 2008

PACHUCA SUNRISE HELP MY MIND

I AM FEELING EMOTIONAL NOW BUT BECAUSE I HAVE EMANCIPATED MYSELF FROM THE MOTHER FUCKING SELFISH PILL, I feel sad, but not drowning. I just need to mother fucking let this out! WHERE IS THE RECIPROCITY IN THIS MOTHER FUCKING WORLD!??????????????????????!!!!!!!!!! MONEY FOR HAPPINESS, MONEY FOR TAXIS, ONLY GLIMPSES GLIMPSES I NEED MOTHER FUCKING MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Where is the spontaneity, where is the desire, where is the sunrise, sunset, the fall?! I DON'T WANT TO FALL IN THE OPPOSITE DIRECTION!!!!!!!!!!!!! HEAL ME PACHUCA, I AM INCHING AWAY, IN inches, in inches, but inches that amount to much much more! FALL OUT OF LOVE WITH YOURSELF GADDAMITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT, EMPTINESS SYNDROME, lord minus the bear, but i need the fucking bear i need the fucking glimpse, but i need more than a fucking glimpse i need to enter the fucking dilated pupils!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TAKING IT ALL IN, TRYING TO DIGEST ALL OF IT BUT I KEEP ON VOMITING! WHAT ABOUT MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE?!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT ABOUT MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE what about my motherfucking self-importance?! LET'S MOTHERFUCKING PUT OUR MONEY WHERE OUR MOUTHS ARE AT! I HAVE BARE HANDS, HANDFULS OF NOTHING! I aM DEVOID OF IT, GIVE ME SOME! I need SOME MOTHER FUCKING RECIPROCITY, WHAT THE FUCK IS haPPENING TO THE WORLD!??????????????????????????????????????????????????????
*^*&*^&*%^%^*%^*%^%^*&^%^$%$%&!!!!!! I have nothing anymore.

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