I should be working on my thesis right now, but I just woke up from my pambawi nap, and I want to get a little bit of something for my insight-deprived mind. I had fun with LM today, as we ventured out to help Jaja with her raket for the school she works with. After the La Mesa Dam, we went to UP for some drinks. I bought a JD Salinger book, and although seemed like a good idea at that time, I don't know if it still is haha because I'd rather lounge around in the couch and read through it than revise my thesis.

Was talking to a fellow-LM who, like me, knows what it feels like to rot in college. I just feel like throwing up and wanting to graduate. The march isn't really much of a thing for me as replaying it in my mind for the nth time has suddenly felt tiring. Also, the idea of drinking my brains out doesn't appeal to me, as I would rather have a nice vacation in Manapla instead.

I just recently finished defending LM with OSA, and the feeling after defending it was superb. However, I find myself really wanting some time to climb guilt-free, acads-free, with the best people in the world. Or I would want to have that feeling in Dumaguete last semestral break wherein I made it a point to relax. (Shit, I need to get those pictures)

Pinning down things is so mechanical. For once, I want to feel like I am doing something on my own accord without having to wreck my brains in search of voices and reasons not to.