Someone put it in a concise way, writing with a social aspect. Amusingly, reading up on these briefers about all the pending bills makes me think of how in government, romantic notions are blurred and people are inclined towards output instead of advocacy. I recently asked for a copy of the position paper of professors from Ateneo re. the RH bill to help me out in studying the SB, and I grew increasingly gloomy as it dawned upon me that the academe is always hopeful, is always creative, is always out for the truth. Unlike this place I find myself in, I have trouble jamming it in my head that I have to make interpellations for a bill. Surprisingly, these bills are those I found intriguing while I was in school. Now it just seems.. I dunno distant to me. It's sad.

I can't wait to see if I passed that test so I can finally come to terms with myself and decide to finish an MA in a year's time. I've always maintained that there are underpinnings when going through actions in life, that things aren't done by whim. I am trying to maintain that staying is character formation. But studying for a higher purpose...that's sublimation.