Well guess what I wrote again. I guess it's sinking in. I know that my forced journey to katuwiran is somehow taking its toll on me. Not that I'm not enjoying it.

I ran today, and saw a former good friend. I feel sad again because life can only get sadder when you lose someone who makes you think it's worthwhile.

Someone recently told me about how he was going to go through certain things by hook or by crook, and temporal matters would be his only concern. I thought about how temporal matters were bugging my system; what is so goddam wrong with my picture.

Then suddenly, I felt lonelier than yesterday.