Lately it's been a battle of hormones and whatever's left of my ambitious self. I find myself trying to be more emo, trying to find something to be excited about. Having had one milestone for the year, I am now trying to squeeze out some nice things with ALL the possibilities. I mean, the fact that there ARE possibilities makes me hope. Someting totally unexpected can happen, I realize, when you are just about to sit back and kick off your shoes.
Yesterday, I was with my close friend. We decided to go to this college event was hosted by our school org. The night was pretty interesting, I saw two old friends. And it hit me, life will be pretty fair to you at a unexpected time. In this case, during a time when I thought I had repressed most undesirable memories.
But the night turned out ok. It made me feel likeable. It's a vague feeling, but it hasn't shown up on my doorstep for a long time. And I felt that I could actually do it alone. Thank you.
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