Decided to finally write on this blog of mine, only to express how I am feeling strangely nostalgic of college even if I'm still in it. Admittedly, I have not been hanging out with the organization, and I am a bit scared that I am beginning to preoccupy myself with "matters of great consequence". Weirdly enough, I hung out with Sir Pulan and got to say hi to Bobby Guevarra today. I remember telling Iya how I did not know if I would be the type who would remain active during climbs, basing this from my recent nonchalance towards the upcoming summer climbs. Don't get me wrong, I am excited by the way things are turning out. The youngsters are vibrant, the org is in good hands, and I could not wish for anything more. I felt guilty and asked Iya what the hell was happening with me, and she replied that it might be natural to feel that way because I might have had too much LM. There are things that I don't get tired of, and I am thankful that I still get to see them every week, or every other week.
It's just really odd. I remember getting riled up over LM, but would go back to it. Lately, I've been feeling numb. Maybe it's the right time to take a breather.
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