Thursday, April 16, 2009

WELL HELLO THERE! I have officially worked in the senate for a month and a week. Honestly, the routine is getting to be a good thing. Don't get that depressed anymore, haha. I'm glad I decided to push through with masters even if I'm not sure if I'm going to pass. I need something to remind me that I need to digest information. I really want to be a certified environmental planner! Whoo.

Anyway, I haven't been reflecting much, except when my hormones start acting up so I'll try to do that right now. My boo put it in a good way, that I'm "steering my life" in my own direction. Honestly, I am thankful for the many good and fun things I experienced in college. These days seem to be much more focused as I'm finally thinking about myself in terms of how I want to leave a mark or how I want to face the world as an adult.

I don't want to think that something has died in me, how my mountaineering-outdoor self has died, I'm putting it inside a baul so I can meet up with it in a few months, more mentally-able. Haha.

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