things seem to become more disapponting everyday, and i am beginning to understand how 'one learns to live with their own shortcomings'. i just came home from an exhausting day fixing my health insurance documents when i shared with my mom how ridiculously dehumanized i felt with my salary, with my second year at work and with MA units. i told her, 'i don't think i'm that stupid enough to have such a low pay', she told me how i initially put value on other things than money.
i look at myself, and i see that i am still looking quite plain, still the same old person i was in college, and i honestly think i'm getting uglier by the day. i thought i could pamper myself more after college.
i am unfit, i am ugly, i am poor. what else is there to look forward to.
relieving thought: my classmates care about me
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