These days, I just feel stupid. Maybe I am stupid. I just want to feel like I am using my brain at work. I enjoy snorkling at scuba and the international elbow-brushing, but I cannot see the point (maybe my face is just burried in it too much).I have grown resentful of this job. If it weren't for my desire to stay in a job for more than a year, the reduced tuition fee and the nice people, I would be rushing out the door. The stink of the lab makes me want to puke.

People are never satisfied. I just need to stay a few months more. Then I'll research on what makes me happy. It never ends.