in all honesty, i don't know what is being seen by it. tonight as i recharge, rethink, reflect, it seems that we have been fighting everything, everyone and even me. i don't want to use that word again; i have grown too familiar with it. but when it seems like you're diving into an expanse of black, i don't think there's anything else to call it but that.

i just put my fists down tonight. i am dead tired.