Tonight, I reflected on what it is that has been bugging me for the past months regarding my situation in life right now-I am taking my master's degree (which was the original plan), I am working for an institution which has connection with my field, and I am currently working on scholarships that will allow me to develop my career.

I think it has to do with the fact that I am growing impatient with the development of my career. I see Dr. Lim, and look at her with so much admiration. She is my idol, and I cannot wait to reach her depth in terms of environment and development work.

But, I have to be realistic as well. If I do not get in these scholarships, I should utilize the time after I take the Board Exams to get inside an insitution that will keep me working like a horse and teach me valuable things about environmental work.