and i wished i stopped thinking otherwise. i truly did, but it then hit me that i should have gotten a bit of a headstart, something to fill that void that took place when we decided to throw a molotov above our heads. i needed a solid foundation, i asked that of the sky, and life blurred the lines a bit, only to have me realize that i was indeed walking on a thin line. thinning and thinning by the minute, i chose to go home instead.